Christmas is Saturday! How crazy is that?! I miss my father and that’s got me feeling nostalgic for all the Christmases growing up. Wednesday this week, I woke too early and made myself some breakfast and drank a cup of coffee long before leaving for work. I was standing in my father’s window watching his birds and just started sobbing. I miss him so much. I am such a Daddy’s girl, and the hurt is deep. I often say the pain we feel is just our selfishness, but we can’t help but miss those we loved deeply. Christmas this year is hard for me.